"Not This Time"

Felt the words around me, beating at my chest
Shouldn’t be so hard but they’re all that I have left
She helps me find the ones that I forget
But not this time

Saw her in the distance making darkness glow
I think she used to save me, I think she used to know
I held her mind, before I could forget
But not this time

Mmm, not this time
Mmmmm

Fell between the pages, couldn’t make a sound
Looking for the reasons while the breeze was all around
She left behind the things that I regret
But not this time

Felt the words around me, beating at my chest
Shouldn’t be so hard but they’re all that I have left
She helps me find the ones that I forget
But not this time

Mmm, not this time
Mmm, not this time

Where, where are all the reasons?
Where, where are all the signs?
Where, where are all the laughs I couldn’t find?
Maybe I’ll forget
But not this time

Mmm, not this time
Mmm, not this time
Mmm, not this time
Mmm, not this time